Starting the third week without a job. Settling into the new routine. Got a long to do list and started to cross out some things. Adjustment to a new lifestyle is hard. I don't have time to do anything and at the same time it feels like I am just wasting time. I know I shouldn't feel that way but for now I can't find the right angle of looking at the situation. Even if I do get to do something "important" it still feels like I am not doing enough. Tomorrows plan is to get to a new gym. Maybe exercising will help with the mood a bit.

On the contrary, my son had a blast last week as I dragged him through playgroups, classes and to a story time at the library. It definitely kicked him into the next developmental step, so he is finding a new very smart ways of misbehaving and also it got him sick. I should feel satisfied since I always felt a little bit guilty that we are not doing enough things together. But he is so small he is not going to tell me thank you or anything like that, but being super excited he would jump all over me and not really in a gentle way. My little monkey.

Anyway probably should go to sleep. Tomorrow is another day.